Thursday 23 June 2011

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry~

To my namja,KHY~

Don't think n say that I love someone else, I didn't love someone except you. I'm not easily fall in love with someone, u're the only one that I love...so pls don't think n say that to me, it make me sad n cried so much when u think n said that to me~ I'm sorry that I always make u upset n broken heart, I really sorry~ Pls trust me n just look at me~

Do u know? Today my seon saeng nim was asking me 3 questions. U know what she asked? She asked me, " Beast's Ki kwang n ur namja chingu, who will u choose?" I answer " Namja chingu." Then she asked again, " Beast's Yo seob n ur namja chingu, who will u choose?" I answer "Namja chingu." n last question, she asked " Beast's ki kwang하고 Beast's Yo seob하고 namja chingu, who will u choose again?" Then I answer "namja chingu." After seon saeng nim asked me this 3 questions, I'm sure n I know that u're the person that very important in my life, I'm sure n I know that how much I love u~ Sometimes I will think, if one day u leave me or dissappear in my life, I really don't know how to do, I'm afraid~ Do u know my feelings?

I know sometimes I did somethings that not good to u n sometimes said somethings that make u sad, angry n broken heart~ I'm sorry for it~ I become like this because I feel stress of somethings, I just want to show out my feelings~ I don't know will become like this~ I will not repeat this mistake again~ Let's forget all the bad memory~

Saranghae, KHY~

From, Babo

Monday 28 March 2011

wo de wei lai~?

Hao fan oh~ Hen duo dong xi fan, zhen de bu zhi dao wei lai wo yao zuo xie shen meh~ You shui ke yi gao su wo mah?

Still need to continue my dream or what!!!??? or continue my travel line!!!??? Where should I go!!!??? Or I just continue study!!!??? But study what!!!??? what!!!??? Can u tell me? no~ U can't!! U all never know n understand me! What I want~ What I like~ What I'm interest~ U all don't know~~

Haiz...is ok~forget it~ No one can help me~ But I will be strong with myself! I will continue my life without give up! At least got 2 peoples support me, that's enough for me already~ Gomawo to my lou gong zai n thank you to my best friend, Nien Jiing~^^ Really help me more~

Ok, so I will study hard n work hard! Fighting! Aza! ^^ continue update my blog soon~ Annyeong~ :)

From~ In anger's Yuyi Yan Yan XD

Sunday 13 March 2011

Disaster

Haiz...so sad to heard that about Japan. Hope all peoples there will be fine. God,pls bless them,Amen!

no mood,don't know want need to write here..

Sunday 27 February 2011

Haiz!

I'm so disappointed! dun know what to say now! Next time I will not do it again!

Saturday 26 February 2011

Annyeong!

Annyeonghaseyo^^

Today I'm be ok but mad too..aigu..
Anyway, today I'm happy too because of Beast! Their new japanese album " Shock" mv.^^ Heheheheheh
n today got one new friend, she help me a lot^^ really thx you to her^^
I'm happy to saw my blog was updated today! Hahahahaha!
Happy n mad! aigu..dun know what wrong with me!!?? =.=

Tuesday 23 November 2010

~Hello~

Hi!!! Me Again~!
Annyeong~Long time didn't updated~

Ahh~Now is November,almost end of this year soon..
Will finish my training soon and start my new school on next year.
I'm happy can continue study~hahaha~!!!

But, where's you all? Syafiqah? Tunie? Naja? n Hyun Jeon?
Aigu~really miss chat with you all~
i'm still saw Tunie n Hyun Jeon online sometimes n chat with them..but Syafiqah n Naja was lost from long time ago~!!! ya!!! where r you,Syafiqah n Naja?

Ben Ben Will Kim~long time didn't see you update your blog~
When you update? I know you busy n tired~
So,please update your blog when you have time..or when you can't online fb..at least i can know your situation here..
I'm still always checking your blog from last time until now~cos i was promise you last time~
Neomu neomu neomu neomu bogoshipo~!!! Sometimes can't sleep at night~...>.<...
Please take good care~always worry about you~

About my dream~my audition~
still don't know when I can success it!?~feels that still very long time n very far away~I feel that I'm still not good enough or maybe I'm not suitable for it~
Really don't know what to do now,sometimes make me upset cos of this~n my family don't know n understand my feelings~...T.T...

Hahaha~!!! I have 2 good news~!!! I'm happy to heard that~!!!
1st~ TVXQ will comeback on next year's January~Hahahah~!!! Hope is real news..~^^ Really hope 5 of them still stay together~!! can't wait~! always keep the faith~!!! Fighting~!!!
2nd~ "Welcome to B2st Airlines" I'm happy B2st have their 1st concert at Seoul~Actually I want attend their concert but too bad if I go to Seoul,just me alone go there~My family don't allow me go alone~..>.<.. So, I hope B2st can come to Malaysia again for their concert~.@.@.

That's all~sorry for my very poor english~need to improve~^^
Bye~bye! Annyeong~<3

From: Ben Ben De Yiyi~XD

Saturday 2 October 2010

AnNyEongHaSeYo~~^^

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I ThINK AdY 2 mOnTHS MoRE DiDn't uPdAteD..hAHA~hAd mAny tHiNgs wAnt tO ShAreD here..bUt sOme tHiNgs i fOrGET..Haha~

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oK~God bLeSS We aLL...PrAy fOr God nAh~^^

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EErmm~aNy eLse wAnt tO WrITE hERE?Haha~i tHink nO..Ok..sO..FiNISH LaH~^^ Haha..wILL UpDaTE Soon nah~hAHA~^^

FrOM~~BeN BeN De yUyI YiYi~:PPP